Roleplaying-12321

Completely forgot my account here. Yes I knew it existed and all but I never got on and added stuff here. So I literally forgot the username and password so I couldn't get in for at least five months. Thanks to saving every random email I got from years back or else this account would have been completely dead. Might write some weird stuff here. Might not. Might do things that aren't fanfics of stuff here. Also I've been actually ill for like two to three months fighting something that I guess runs in my family and yet also is one of those things that is really hard to diagnose and treat without changing my entire lifestyle possibly like diet

Moved on from ponies finally- the fandom is just so insular and toxic for my tastes and the constant new episode feature box story crap that they had for some stupid reason really rubbed me the wrong way. And I always felt like I was demeaning my creativity always having to fit inside some happy fandom box for their whole "getting approved" for the story junk, And anyway after season 3 I became cynical in the eyes of the show- recycling plots, trying to add new characters to keep it fresh, rarely letting characters grow or committing character suicide for writing the characters as pretty awful people sometimes with a hint of cruelty or meanne

Yes I'm alive. Not particularly fantastic but okay. Sorry for the radio silence, kind of don't update stuff much this lat year or two here cause having a lot of issues in my personal life. I dunno but the closest thing I can come up with what I might have is borderline personality disorder. I don't recommend it cause I go from manic episodes which I barely or not at all remember to major depression with all that entails. That's the short explanation and much less happy one to start with- but its true. Now onto the happier thing. Well for fanfiction ideas I still write pony stuff but I have pretty much abandoned fimfiction- Answer: Too littl